How fucking crazy was everything that just happened ?like i mean. It was fucking crazy. I couldnt sleep properly couldnt eat . dont even know how to feel right now. How fucking crazy ?
Its crazy how at a moment everything was fine and next moment , things start to change. Crazy how just one sentence can change the whole friendship of a person. Its crazy . crazy how the person who took the responsibility is the one who gets the blame.
Now im really thinking if im really wrong at all these. Maybe i was. Because of how easily angered i get. I mean. I really dont know .
All i know is. Yesterday when i was talking to her. Suddenly he shouted that , the dog fucking bite my finger . u have to bring me to the hospital. The look on his face. I remember every.single.thing. all i remember was panicking and asking someone to drive him to the hospital. I was scared. I was scared for him. And i was also freaking out because of the amount of blood i saw. And never in my life i saw that hppening before. That someone;s finger really got bitten off. It was terrifying. I know im the type that will be scared of every single little shit in the world. I know i am. Although i look strong on the outside. But really.. All i could think about was.. what if i lost him? Whats going to happen to him? I held myself together and told myself not to cry because if i do ,He will feel worst.. i held myself together so bad. So fucking bad. I dont really remember how i felt at that time but. When we were going to SJMC , he was calmer and. When we went there , thank god he’s ok. He made a few jokes , made everyone laugh. I was just thinking to myself , if that happened to me , i will not be able to do that. I will not. He went into the room again. We found out that he couldn attach the finger back. We were sad. But. What inspired me the most , is when he still made jokes and made all the doctos and nurses laugh. Will i be able to do that? No..i wouldnt. Id probably cry my fucking eyeballs out and give up on my life. Lol. Kidding. Not giving up on my life but yeah u get what i mean. It was fucking crazy. And i cant believe i allow everything to even build up and just burst out and it out on people. Cant believe it. But well. I guess i was just feeling a little crazy and i couldnt take it at all. I couldnyt. Urgh. I am so angry with myself for letting myself be so angry. I guess im writing it all here because.. idk. I do not have much followers. So im sorry if u are annoyed with this post. I dont know where to let it out on.
awkwardsituationist:
98 year old dobri dobrev, a man who lost his hearing in the second world war, walks 10 kilometers from his village in his homemade clothes and leather shoes to the city of sofia, where he spends the day begging for money.
though a well recognized fixture around several of the city’s chruches, known for his prostrations of thanks to all donors, it was only recently discovered that he has donated every penny he has collected — over 40,000 euros — towards the restoration of decaying bulgarian monasteries and churches and the utility bills of orphanages, living entirely off his monthly state pension of 80 euros and the kindness of others.
cutesecrets:
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brucewaynesharemofdamagedboys:
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meowdk:
Over forty years later:
WOAH!
((I will never not reblog this.))
HOLY SHIT. HOLY SHIT.
theamericankid:
Koala’s response to being petted
> Things like this really brighten up my day, never enough awww on tbfs.
